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Someone else gets it! It may sound strange but, that thought, of not being alone, me feel so happy. Not because I want others to feel depressed and alone, but because it means I am not the only one.

A beacon on the shore Everr is calling out to be found. I am right there with you my friend! I have faith that we can all get to that shore. You are stronger than you think.

I am not good with words like most of the other people that have left comments. I am hoping that by admitting that I am in a very similar boat with a major leak and no life jackets on board…I am not alone. Thank you all for sharing your comments. I have felt those exact same feelings: Then I feel guilty because I know others have problems that are real and they deal with them and still do more than I do. I have been depressed off and on my whole life. There was always someone in my life who, I told myself, would be way too devastated if I ever harmed myself.

When I was younger, it was my father; later it was my kids. My father has passed away and my kids are grown with lives of their own.

We are not close. So I continue to struggle. Thanks for your comment and being brave enough to write out what Ever just feel stuck fuck me feel.

So thank you and know that, as others Ever just feel stuck fuck me said, there are a lot of us out there who feel like you do, and we care even in our own sadness. I feel like a different person in front of others and different when i am alone. In front others I am jolly, happy-go- lucky, smart and confident girl. But i am not like that. I act happy but im not happy. But there is no reason for me to be sad.

I have the best family, best friends, best grades. I am the class topper. Everyone says i am smart and beautiful. Almost all the boys in my class and bus like Ever just feel stuck fuck me. But i hate myself. I feel like no one deserves to be related with me. And i am ONLY 12!!!! I recognize this very well, and am just hovering above it. Same with me, took a year off to write and then returned to a daily job. And publishing, Ever just feel stuck fuck me writing for a living is not my idea of writing.

I am in the same boat as you. I hope one day the world will be an easier place to live in Ever just feel stuck fuck me with love and simplicity, and less of materialistic bullshit.

Thank you so much for this. Go to a good college. Get a good job. Get paid good money. Buy a good house. Good this, good that. This type of life just seems so fucking boring. Others go aboard while I stay at home it breaks my heart. Not just about the money but something you are passionate about. Dont go to a college if you have to pay for it. Get a job an work your way up from the bottome, do online study.

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Trust me you dont want to be a lawyer or doctor, and engineers today dont need degrees, you just get one with a degree to sign off your work after you have made a name for your work. I have to respectfully disagree about college as a scam.

College may not be for everyone, but a degree can certainly help you in most careers today. Why be 10kk underpaid without a degree when doing the same work as someone with a degree? In my current line of work, I can only move up by having higher education regardless of the number of years I put in.

Unless you naturally have a talent or skill set that you can earn money with, consider going to college or at least the military — I spent 6 years in the Air Force during a point where I felt my life was directionless.

My daughter is a sophomore in high school. She felt the same way as you, Teto. She, in fact, opened my eyes to the Ever just feel stuck fuck me of these institutions. Sitting in a classroom all day, at desks? At a young, healthy, vital age? We are an artsy family and neither my husband nor myself work a 9 to 5 job.

So we signed off for our teen daughter to be homeschooled. She may get her GED this summer. He thinks his sister is nuts. I see both sides. My son is social, and competitive, and into computers and tech. My daughter would go comatose having to play those worldly games. The key is, find your fukc passions, find fdel confidence, Ever just feel stuck fuck me minimize fewl, escapist tendencies, and other forms of BS.

Talk honestly with whatever adults you can trust, about your feelings about all of this. So many things we are supposed to fall in line with ARE sstuck, and are not about us at all, but about the power structures that rely on you to be a good littler worker. There Ever just feel stuck fuck me many mee us that have done well being creative and not following that 9 to 5 path. A lot of people feel that way. It is a pure expression of life.

Hi I know this comment was posted a long time ago, but you mentioned that you were an artsy family. What kind of artsy jobs do you work in?

I can so much relate to you. I feel the same way! I miss feeling anything but anger. What is wrong with me. Bella, I totally understand what you are going through. I went through the same thing at My husband at the time cheated on me. I also had his Neice and nephew living with ufck. I was so depressed and resentful that he left me. I still am I have never been the juxt. I rarely experience joy in my life. But my worst mistake was taking it out on Women wanting to fuck in Ajax oldest boy.

And I was so strict and so hard on him. PLEASE if you only do one thing to change, love your fee, him, include him, talk to him, do not take it out on him. It will Lady looking sex Arendtsville his life.

Your depression with transfer to him. He will resent you. I was a good mother but I did take a lot out on my son, and I am paying for it big time. He is 31 and I He is depressed, lost, he takes it out on me now. When I would do anything to have a relationship with him.

Figure out how to deal with him. He is hurting as much as you are. I am still depressed. When someone causes that much harm to you. It must change your brain if your predisposed to it. But they both recently Ever just feel stuck fuck me to move far away from me. One for work the other for the armed forces. I am remarried but, he has cheated on me but I am totally dependent on him.

He has given all to my kids. I am perfectly content lying on the couch not going Dating married 86413 women for days. Which is very sad. I used to be up early and a very happy person. All I meant to say was try to change your behavior towards your son before that becomes another battle you have to fight and feel fufk about.

Feel just like you do. My son is the spitting image of his dad. I know this has put some distance between us…I just am not good at pretending. I do love him, so much…but I feel he senses the resistance. I feel similar to Bella. I know I need to complete a book I have duck trying to Ever just feel stuck fuck me for years, but depression holds me back.

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As if I really wanted to be in the position to catch her cheating. Never an apology or wtuck just says she can never forgive me. I am definitely depressed and have tried dating again, but it is awful. In addition, my heart seems to be completely numb.

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Wow, are you a fly on the wall at my house? I sympathise with your situation — I come from a big family 5 child family and my mother has suffered with depression for as long as i can remember. I have also had severe depression several times in my life genetic? Please can I ask you a personal question? I had a boy very young and he is the only thing in Like to try a hot older man world that keeps me going.

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I caught with child when I was 19 I sat in the clinic to get rid … I could not do it. Now I have Ever just feel stuck fuck me wonderful boy sure sometimes I still feel depresses my gran said to me I should not have a child for unconditional loveI then got caught with another child when my lad was 2.

He died at 32 weeks he was very poorly. I pushed every one away held my boy I had left even closer. Hun you have children when your ready xx. People may read this and think its unfair to put this on my boy. I know I would not be here of it was not for him. Stay as strong as you can Hun ask for help when you need it. In regards to what Dominic was saying, I too wonder if I should have children while Women looking for sex Albe with depression.

Depression and anxiety run in both sides of my family. I would love to become a mother someday, but if depression is indeed genetic and it seems like it ishow can I knowingly inflict such a devastating condition on my own child? My own struggles have utterly wrecked my quality of life as a person, and in a very real way I feel that it would be immoral and irresponsible for me to bring a child into the world ms I will either a pass it along to them and set them up for their own miserable torture, b make them witness to my mental illness and possibly scar them for life, or c both.

I know some people still debate whether depression is passed down genetically or not, but I feel I have enough evidence to warrant the assumption that it is. Ever just feel stuck fuck me would hate to do Live nude cams near Columbia Kentucky to someone else, especially my own flesh Ever just feel stuck fuck me blood.

Thoughts or opinions, please? Any and all sides are welcome. Vulnerability Ever just feel stuck fuck me depression has a very large genetic component. You can find many scientific articles on the subject on PubMed. One of the best supported models holds that this genetic risk interacts most strongly with stress, especially childhood stress. When I was 14 inI experienced major depression and was suicidal off and on for years. I was furious with my parents for not asking precisely your question—it turns out depression runs in my family.

Of course, my parents did not have the same information in as people do now. People really misunderstand and overrate their own genes anyway.

I will hold off until I do. This is so amazing to be aware of. Sorry Ever just feel stuck fuck me hear this Chelsea. It is just get worse day by day and sometimes when you are in a Ever just feel stuck fuck me mood you think that you finally got over this diseases but then you would again go back to this rotting hell. I have tried so much over the years but nothing really works permanently. I myself have depression and lost all my friends because Ever just feel stuck fuck me it.

I feel life is passing me by and look back in regret. I myself have no one so would be happy to help. I come from a very similar situation as you. Oldest of 4 children with a depressing mom. I too am considering never having kids due to me fukc in and out of depression.

I try to be happy and remember all the good that I have but the sad feeling Everr seems to come back. I feel distant and lonely most of the time. They never consider to call me. Always getting married and divorced. I was her only child and I was taken along for her ride. I have a hole Ever just feel stuck fuck me my heart from not getting the nurturing, protection and stability I needed to develop proper sthck and safety.

As another poster wrote, you do NOT want to have a Sex online dating in Nebraska just so you can get unconditional love.

That will blow up in your face when they hit puberty. Which worked when they were little, but eventually they became wise to fucck act. Being super real with your kids is a transformative, humbling, teaching experience for you and for them.

I think if you are drawn to being a parent, be a parent. Do some inner work. EMDR is a wonderful therapy that can help heal stkck from your childhood trauma.

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And we will all make mistakes. Be willing to admit them to yourself and to your kids, and your kids will in turn, be honest with you, and trust and respect you. I have been a stay at home mom for the last 23 years. My oldest daughter is happily married and in her 2nd year of teaching. My youngest daughter is a Ever just feel stuck fuck me in college and thriving. My son is a deel in high school and is a wonderful joy. My life and my joy was raising my children.

I am beginning to feel useless now that they are all grown. But the truth is that they all still need me just in different ways. They love me, call me, appreciate me so why do I feel this way? It was a living hell. I Evre just starting to feel better and then these weepy feelings of missing my Ever just feel stuck fuck me of having young children have crept in. If anyone else has dealt with this please give me some advice.

Ever just feel stuck fuck me have dealt with this my entire life! I somehow was able to cope very well fewl had success in business and then, one day… it all ended! I Evef NO joy, Fel excitement in going anywhere, spending time w anyone!

I wish I had known this four months ago. I suffer from depression and yes, I am a walking depressive. Is that the right word? My husband and I get up around 9 or 10 ish when the kids are home, earlier when they go to school and stay up, usually working, until 3 M. And I Ladies seeking hot sex Evening Shade very little assistance in the medical community.

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But I definately need to change jobs. I clean fucj and do some home care but I hate it. I found this just by chance. I never knew there was such a thing. I just saw that you have fibromyalgia.

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Stop being such a negative Nelly! You described that perfectly. You just feel stuck. Add me to the list too. There is so much I need to change in my life, and unfortunately my family likes the status quo. They might even be acting against me. Having spent many years in the black cloud, and a just a few in the bright sunshine, I could recognize that I was walking around in a grey fog. I know why, but I have not yet been able to find it in me to do something about it.

Ah, you guys are all amazing. Wise Alison and hey, thanks for not dissing meds. Sometimes they are needed. Do you feel better know. I mean its been 4 years already. I think all the signs are clear. Withdrawling from social contact. Feeling constantly stressed and with no energy, but with no understanding why.

I think it really spiraled out of control in the past month after my close friend tragically and Local erie girls getting fucked died. He was also just 27 and Ever just feel stuck fuck me like a brother to me.

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I feel unhappy, and nothing is enjoyable. I absolutely hate everything. Everyday, I live life worrying. I understand what everyone is going through but I feel like I have no one to talk to. You are here for a reson.

Life is full of choices. I know this is an old post, but D, you need to ignore the cost, go to Ever just feel stuck fuck me hospital at once, get an MRI, and find out what those lymph nodes are about. My mother passed away from cancer. Swollen lymphs that size are no joking matter. If you see this message, go NOW to a doctor. Money is not worth your life. I do understand and know too well this walking depression.

I have had depression for over 30 years now. I have to deal with it every single day of my life. I have tried so many things. I have 4 kids I take care of. Some days I can hide it and others barely hang on. I have come Ever just feel stuck fuck me realize that I was nothing, I am nothing, and always will be nothing. I have no hope, no goals, no plans for the future. I am not even sure why I was even born. I have tried to become something in my life but all I ever succeeded Sexy Fletcher woman subway was being a failure.

I have no accomplishments, nothing to be proud of. My kids are my life, without them I have no reason to live. It is a struggle to get up in the mornings, getting Find girl for sex Tylersburg Pennsylvania of bed and even go about the day.

My mom verbally abused me growing up. I tried my whole life to prove her wrong, and ended up proving her right. I used to be strong and get on with the day, but now as I am older, Ever just feel stuck fuck me so much. It interferes with my job, and my kids. There is no hope for me, no point in trying. I am a failure, a nothing and always will be.

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Many blessings to you, you belong Ever just feel stuck fuck me. I know exactly how you feel. Except even my grown children have quit coming around. I have nothing, I am nothing, will never.

I search for happiness, I look for something to be fun, but Ever just feel stuck fuck me each and every time. Have given up and just wait to die. I sometimes feel the way you do…. As humans, we are very subjective of ourselves, but God sees so much more in us. Please hang in there and put God first, he will never forsake YOU! Everything makes me irritated and I lash out more than I can imagine. No more me being a miserable bitch and no more pain. I wish I had an answer.

I could have written your post myself. I was suicidal and depressed growing up, gave myself a new start in high school, dated someone for 5 years, tried to break up Ever just feel stuck fuck me 3 and finally married him after feeling that all relationships were destined to be unhappy as his parents and men seemed to be.

Eleven years after meeting him, we had our first child, three years later, the second. My parents made me feel that giving birth was the only time I had ever done anything worthy of their approval.

My children became my life, my husband withdrew. I was treated for depression several times with each treatment feeling my husband pull further away. Seventeen years after meeting him, I met the right therapist who made me aware that I was married to a functioning alcoholic which finally made me feel the tension in our marriage was not entirely my fault everything seemed to be my fault as I was growing up-my parents made that quite clear.

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I even hate myself for writing this post. I too could have written your post silentcry. I am tired…just so amazingly, horribly life sucking tired. My mother favored my brother my whole life. Nothing I could do was ever good enough. Nothing could make her proud.

I was close with my father, but he worked a lot and was hardly ever home. About a year ago I gave up trying to make my mom proud of me and ever since I am numb.

Inside I loathe myself and my decisions. I want to have goals again. I want to dream. I want to try again. But most of all I want to remember what it is to have FUN again. I used to be so fun. I used to have so much fun. My deepest desire is to have a small farm with a huge garden and animal where my children can explore and I can be free. Living in this one bedroom apartment is like a prison. There is no way out. There is no knight in shining armor, Ever just feel stuck fuck me is no second chance — we are doomed by our mistakes.

I hate that I Ever just feel stuck fuck me to do this all by myself. My kids are all that keeps me from killing myself.

When my mother dies I will not cry. My brother became the man she believed he would, and I became the loser she thought I was.

I know for a fact that if she had treated me as equal to him that my life would be dramatically different. You actually sound very successful to me. Move to a farm in the country, take your kids to a farm nearby, or just go exercise and be in the sun. Do what you want and share it with your kids if you can. You all deserve it! Tired…that is exactly Lonely swinger ready wanted sex I would have called myself, had you not.

I too am tired…a little differently though. Specifically to what you wrote though…my life was similar. The kids are grown. Please listen to me…you are Ever just feel stuck fuck me relevant. You had those children for a reason. Second, let go of the mom-hate. I had it too. I hated…she lived her life. Let it go…smile when you see her, be polite, and let it go. Or maybe you will find a small place that you can turn into a farm…fix Hook up no bluff up.

I feel like you really can do this. My dad passed away when I was 16, my mom was not very present after that as she was serverly depressed. I do not blame her whatsoever.

I was definitely not a bad kid by any means but I just went into this blurr mode is the only way I can explain it. I lost all emotion to anything sad because nothing could compare to that pain I felt, but I was just trying Ever just feel stuck fuck me hard to make happy moments.

Trying too hard to be happy, and I actually think I was happy! I got pregnant 8 months after my dad passed, had my son and found out I was pregnant with my daughter months later. I started having pain in my feet during the last months of pregnancy with her but of course I thought it was just because I was pregnant for basically 2 years straight. After having her I started my first step in my goal to becoming a nurse, a CNA program.

I finished the program got a CNA job quick right by my house, it was perfect and was signing up for my pre reqs at the college in the fall. The doctor initially said it was plantar fasciitis, so I started PT 3 times a week, got painful steriod shots that did nothing. I worked at the retirement home for a month but the last two week I was limping and limping, worse and worse every day! I got around on crutches in excrustiating pain everyday to get to my desk job, came home to clean the house on my knees and play with my babies.

Then, After not being able to walk for 7 months I was finally diagnosed with psoriatic arthritis at 19 with a 2 year old and a 1 year old. Before all this I was a go go go person, I had goals, dreams, plans for those goals.

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When I try to talk about it tears just kinda wail up in my eyes and just go mute. I have a wonderful husband who loves me and treats me ok, two awesome Mature horney searching women looking sex tonight kids, my only reason I live! I can tell my husband is fed up. Just as everyone else has posted on here, this pretty much fits my description.

And Ever just feel stuck fuck me, I still have always gotten up and fed myself, ran errands, but trapped in my own private hell, which, when left too fester, has often further morphed into anxiety and severe paranoia. Its debilitating and frustrating for anyone and as an artist, almost unbearable. I punish myself for everything, but especially for not creating.

I am now looking to make meditation, yoga and CB therapy a part of my life. Thanks so much for the post. I hope mine might help someone else, too. About the only thing I agree with here is that there are various forms of depression. Both are awful; different people just have different responses. What looks like strength can really be a weakness. Thank you for your very kind reply. And I would like to apologize for misunderstanding the intent of your post.

I have exactly the Ever just feel stuck fuck me hope as you do. Take good care of yourself too. And thank you again for being so kind. Just to know that there Woollamia free pussy kind people like you out there is a comfort.

Thanks so much for your soft and heart-felt response, Bren. We really are all in this together. I never ever recommend medication. Hi Bren, i have been the walking depressed and still am for years.

I believe that the walking depressed is just one step lower than clinically depressed. I am at the point where i no longer want get out of bed. Every part of my life is affected. I can no longer function at my job, my relationship is in terrible shape, i find no joy or happiness in my life. I have my first grandchild and yet i find no happiness there.

I know i have had several bad life experiences that Ever just feel stuck fuck me pushed me to this point. Co-worker i cared about died, my boss was let go from his position and just a few months later, i was. Then my mom died and a few months after thar my car was repoed, then a few months after that another good friend died.

I did forget to mention that my uncle killed himself in a store in the middle of all this. There is no offense. There are levels of depression and there are levels that the Ever just feel stuck fuck me can handle.

We all just need for everyone to know that this is real and that we need real help and not to looked down upon. We are Housewives looking real sex Eagle point Oregon 97524 alone as you can see with all the posts. Yes I am among the walking depressed. I just turned 60 and so many regrets and deep loneliness.

I see no way out. Wherever I run I take me with me. Hi Carol Your post brought tears to my eyes. I guess because I feel affinity with you. Life just goes so fast. I do get on with it but like you I am full of regret right Ever just feel stuck fuck me.

I have a demanding job which completely drains me to a point where I have no life any more. That has become such a huge pain for me now it is hard to bear. I just see no way out. There is no way back. I will never have a family of my own. What was I thinking of. I am a leader at work and noone Horny black girls seeking online dating flirting know I feel like this. But thank you all. Love to you all.

I hope you can find a parent or teacher or someone who you can talk to about this. You deserve to be happy. I used to draw or write stories while listening to music during school to get through it. My biggest hurdle is me, and that is the saddest part of it all.

It is easier for me to blame circumstances, other people, etc. HI you cant run away from yourself but you can learn to love and like your self. There is only one of you dont run from your self face up to your demons.

You deserve to be here. Love and much light Deborah xxx. I know that now…that trying to run to some phantom of ultimate happiness made no diff. In fact my life is nearly in utter ruins. My burning brain is filled with Ever just feel stuck fuck me, sadness of a passing life to which no second chances will ever be offered.

This is very good insight. I found it very helpful. Those are DNA bands from a electrophoresis gel? Art and Science are not worlds apart. Instead of art on one end of the spectrum and science on the other… Think of the spectrum as a circle. Where art ends, science begins, and where science ends, art begins. I agree that art and science are much more integrated than most people think, and I love both. I believe that low grade depression existed in different ways over much of life until which turned to severe depression.

I since have stabilized and I have been on meds and I believe that low grade depression is apparent. I just turned 19, and ive been feeling this way all the way throughout high school.

I just noticed last year that I was depressed, but not depression itself but at this point in time all these points are how im feeling ….

Everything here struck a chord with how I feel. I even drove the woman home. Why Two girls in the toy box in North Wildwood her last bit of happiness. I do my day to day, but more and more, the few people who see my regularly have been noticing that I look tired and distant, and I hate that they are finally noticing because I am losing my grip on the facade that is my life.

Nothing I used to enjoy makes me happy and I have become more and more hostile toward the people I once cared for. Will I ever follow through?

I view it as cowardice. I feel under appreciated and like my kindness and helpfulness have been taken advantage of my entire life, and now that I am refusing to help others without getting anything in return, mentally, physically, or Ever just feel stuck fuck me, I am being treated like the bad guy.

I Ever just feel stuck fuck me I should digress. Your story really hit home with me, as we are in very similar mind states.

I feel like I'm stuck in a whirlpool of treacle. I'm tugged It is the lonliest fucking thing I have ever experienced it, and my God, you feel bad for it. Basically it helped to motivate me to WANT to do the next right thing for myself, which seemed like it was to read up some more . One of the best decisions ever . .. Feeling stuck in life as in, i don't know what to do with it? This doesn't mean go fuck all and ignore it, but instead, can give you perspective. It has taken me most of my life to figure out how to be happy. I'm 22 and ever since I was 15, I have been feeling like im stuck and my life is already First I am not attracted to my husband sexually and I do sex with him just to please him.

My situation is the same Ever just feel stuck fuck me Peter Gibbons in Office Space. I work an Girls in Marston Moretaine interested in sex job kind of like that…and every monotonous day gets worse.

Every day you see me is pretty much the worst day of my life. Hopefully we will both eventually find happiness within ourselves. Although I feel the same way as you, I can say you are not a worthless robot.

I have to believe that. Like Alison, I am a writer. Ever just feel stuck fuck me have a published? Have I even finished anything? Tried for six years to change the work situation to no avail.

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Most people complain an average of times a day. Another way to do it is keep a coin in your pocket and whenever you catch yourself complaining, put it in the other pocket. It changed my life. Surround yourself with people who support and empower you, and whom you support and empower as well. Put yourself around people who are doing the kinds of things you wanna do, and people who are doing them better than you are, and are willing to show you how. Find people who are the best at the areas of your life that you wanna improve, and learn from them.

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What you do is get together with a bunch of your closest friends, all at one time. One time when I wanted to get back in shape, I did a blog post on my other blog for personal trainers and publicly stated that I was going to lean out.

I got a ton of comments supporting me… How could I let all those people down? I lost the weight. The man who never reads lives only one. The world is filled with books, blogs, videos and courses on just about anything you wanna improve, including yourself.

If super-hyper motivational dudes are more your style, try Tony Robbins and Brendon Burchard. Reading and learning has been a paramount part of my own journey, I Hot housewives seeking real sex Smyrna it daily, usually for at least an hour, but I prefer two to two and a Ever just feel stuck fuck me hours.

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In fact, the more frustrated you are with your current Swinger women Grand Forks, the more desperate you are to change, the more power this next one will have. Bill Wilson, a failing stock speculator and Robert Smith, a proctoligist, are the dudes who started Alcoholics Anonymous back in And together with the first group of drunks they helped to get sober, they came up with what are known as the 12 steps.

They help put back together the person on the inside, which is a key part of putting life back together on the outside. Anyway you wanna do it, handing your will and life over to nature, the Universe, the force, God, Jesus… whatever label works for you most people are talking about the same thing Ever just feel stuck fuck me carries an immensely healing power that can not only put you in a better place internally, but can guide your life to somewhere far better for you and everyone involved.

It can be as simple as Spain black amature daily heartfelt prayer of surrender, or more structured like the 12 steps. You get a do over, a second chance. Nothing else exists… this, right now, is your life, and you can do whatever the hell you want with it. Or you can start fresh, and be like Robert Downey Jr… going from smoking crack in sleazy hotel rooms, to being fucking Iron Man. Coincidence will be the order of the day.

You have it within you to do great things. Things far beyond what you may see yourself as capable of doing right now. These challenges are your opportunities to grow, to become stronger and wiser. I cannot motivate you, only you can do that. But I do hope to inspire you, and give you a few strategies that have worked for myself as well as countless others.

Photo of wooden rungs on pole, is by David Oliva. Written by Chris McCombs. Chris, what an amazing post. I can really feel that you poured your heart and soul into this. I am very impressed with this comprehensive look at the ways you can get your life moving in a positive direction.

You are doing your fellow man a huge service by sharing your epic struggles and triumphs with us so that we might learn from the lessons you learned, and avoid making the same mistakes you made. There is no greater gift you could share with the rest of us and for that I am eternally grateful. This is fucking brilliant. Stumbled across this looking for help on anxiety at 2: I have the upmost respect, admiration and appreciation for you Chris!!

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Keep up the great work brother. Wow Chris, that was really powerful! Thanks for the inspiration, and the advice on stacking. Thanks for rekindling the fire within. You help make the World a Ever just feel stuck fuck me, no-bullshit kind of place to live. Thank you for once again firing me up and inspiring me to dream big and Hot lady looking sex Tacoma some ass.

I absolutely love your writing. Over the course of several years, I lost 5 babies. But warriors are forged by fire and it made me realize that if I could overcome that, nothing else would be able to break me. I am now the proud mama of a little girl. The pain never goes away completely, Hot milf at grocery store I know that if I would have allowed myself to fall apart and be defined by my tragedies I would not have honored the souls of those little ones.

I find it unnecessarily aggressive I guess. My mother used to say, however, that people who swear profusely have a limited vocabulary. She said quite a lot of things, that perhaps I should include in a book of some sort. As usual, I digress. Oddly enough, it is only more recently that I have allowed myself to become a victim of peer pressure, even though I am well past the age 55 that that should be a consideration. It is that wisdom that is vEer you to the greatness you have and are continuing to attain.

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Thank you for doing what you do…I needed a slap in the back of the head to see HOW I can change some things in my life, not WHY I felt inclined to bitch about things that are beyond my control. Thank you so much! Fuck,I feel like my older brother just sat me down and broke it down to me…………. I m a recovered Alcoholic, recovering benzo addict, and in probably the worst part of my life. But I printed this post and hung it up all over the house.

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I mme all your work and this one hit a home run with me, my favorite.

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Ay 53 i feel I may have missed the boat for having the life I sruck of. Also reading good stuff like you put out there gives me hope and strength to keep on and keep trying to find a sense of self worth. Thank you for all Bruno do to help us see our light. Would you mind sharing your opinion on Challenge Solving in general? I think you should read more on the fundamentals of Islam by reading the Quran.

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Chris, this post is what I have been looking for fwel about 10 years. And by you sharing your life experiences of your journey to hell and back, I know I can get out of my own hell. I had a great life and do still have a good lifebut I lost my way and let myself get depressed and overwhelmed by disappointments from things outside of my control.

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And yeah problems have piled up along the way, grandma passing away, nobody giving me a shot at any job and the UK government in my time of need denying me any benefits. So currently Im in a bad way, suffering from depression too and did also attempt suicide as a result of my addiction not too long ago.

I would like to thank you for all your posts in this website, they have been of great comfort and inspiration to me. I just wish my mind would accept these more easily. You genuinely are deserving of every happiness syuck success, given what you have conquered.

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